A Course in Self-Love

Discover the Self You’ve Been Waiting For

A beginner’s guide to shadow work using your body's intelligence that helps you reconnect, release, and love yourself fully.

Begin Your Journey to Radical Self-Love

A gentle, guided introduction to healing soul fragmentation and embracing your true self.

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Do You Feel Stuck in Patterns That Hold You Back?

You’ve tried positive thinking, self-help books, or meditation—but something still keeps pulling you back into doubt, shame, or self-criticism. You sense there’s more to self-love than affirmations and wish you had a clear, practical way to truly nurture yourself.

You’re Not Alone

Many of us carry unrecognized patterns that quietly shape our decisions, relationships, and sense of worth. These hidden blocks are the shadows of our inner self, waiting to be understood and embraced.

Here’s the Good News

You can break free from these patterns—and it doesn’t have to be complicated.

A Course in Self Love is a beginner-friendly introduction to shadow work and inner healing. Through guided exercises, direct channeling, and practical tools, you’ll learn how to:

Recognize the patterns that are keeping you stuck
Cultivate compassion for yourself and your inner experiences
Begin making choices aligned with your authentic self
Experience real shifts in confidence, clarity, and peace

What Participants Are Saying About Our Courses

“I feel confident about exploring my new career trajectory away from the corporate world. The clarity and directness in Maricar’s work was exactly what I needed. No fluff—just real guidance.”
— Mel

“I joined because I knew there was a block keeping me from where I want to be. During the masterclass, I realized I was focusing too much on the small part of a relationship I didn’t like—when 90% of it was good. The answer came to me right in class.”
— Juliet, Artist

“If you’re considering working with Maricar and the Guides, you absolutely should. The guidance that comes through really helps.”
— Joy O.

“It’s a supportive space and a good use of time… high vibe, no fluff, sensitively held.”
— Gill

“Shadow work is so important, and I was drawn to this masterclass because of that. What stood out most for me was the channeling—I loved it. Thank you.”
— Sarah X., Channel & Energy Healer

“I really enjoyed the masterclass and definitely experienced some shifts. It was worth the time, and I’d recommend it to anyone who’s ready to do this kind of work.”
— T.D., Lead Generation

These testimonials come from individuals who attended our free masterclasses. No payment or compensation was given. Results may vary.

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What You’ll Learn in A Course in Self-Love

This beginner-friendly channeled course is made up of six transformative lessons, each designed to help you reconnect with your body, your soul, and your inherent worth:

The Spaces of You
Discover the different layers of your being—your mind, your body, and your soul—and learn to identify where you carry tension, self-doubt, and emotional blocks. This lesson helps you cultivate awareness of the spaces that need your love the most.
Addressing Soul Fragmentations with Love
Learn how to recognize the parts of yourself that have been lost, suppressed, or disconnected over time—even across lifetimes. Through guided channeling, you’ll practice gentle techniques to reunite with these fragments and bring yourself back to wholeness.
Writing a New Story
Rewrite the narratives that no longer serve you. This lesson teaches you how to release self-limiting beliefs and replace them with stories that honor your worth, your desires, and your soul’s purpose.
Understanding Your Why
Go beyond surface motivations to explore the deeper reasons behind your thoughts, behaviors, and choices. By understanding your “why,” you’ll gain clarity on patterns that have kept you stuck and how to move forward with intention.
Loving Yourself When You Fall
Develop practical strategies for self-compassion in moments of failure, doubt, or shame. Learn how to respond to yourself with love and gentleness, so setbacks become opportunities for growth rather than sources of self-criticism.
Unconditionally Loving All of You
Integrate the practices from the course to embrace every aspect of yourself—your light and your shadow, your strengths and your vulnerabilities. This final lesson guides you to embody a deep, unwavering self-love that supports your healing, clarity, and empowerment.

By the end of the course, you’ll have a clear path to nurturing self-love, embracing your authentic self, and breaking free from patterns that no longer serve you.

Why This Course Is Different

Beginner-Friendly: No prior experience in shadow work or energy healing required.
Direct Voice Channeling: Guidance comes through Maricar and the Guides in real time, offering clarity and insight that feels personal.
Safe, Supportive Space: Explore your shadows with compassion and expert facilitation.
Practical Takeaways: Walk away with tools you can use immediately to nurture self-love and inner peace.

This Channeled Class is for you if ...

You feel stuck despite trying to change

You’ve tried affirmations, self-help books, or meditation, but nothing seems to stick.
You’ve tried affirmations, self-help books, or meditation, but nothing seems to stick.
You’re overwhelmed by negative self-talk, self-doubt, or perfectionism.

You want to experience real self-love

You want to integrate self-love into your daily life—not just as a concept, but as a lived experience.
You’re ready to stop repeating the same old cycles and cultivate self-awareness and compassion.
You want beginner-friendly shadow work to understand and release what no longer serves you.

You are open to spiritual guidance

You’re curious about receiving direct insights from Maricar and the Guides to move forward with clarity and confidence.
You’re seeking practical tools and exercises that create tangible shifts in confidence, peace, and clarity.
You’re open to gentle guidance that is high-vibe, grounded, and actionable.

Begin Your Journey to Radical Self-Love

A gentle, guided introduction to healing fragmentation and embracing your true self.

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Meet Your Guide: Maricar Apuya

Direct Voice Channel

You’ve tried mindset work. You’ve tried productivity hacks. You’ve even explored spirituality—but the heaviness remains.

I know this feeling intimately, because I lived it for years.

Despite all the healing I’d done, I was stuck in cycles of self-doubt, emotional overwhelm, and self-abandonment. I was deeply spiritual—but I couldn’t consistently show up as my best self. I was exhausted by the swinging between clarity and confusion, self-love and self-criticism.

What I didn’t realize then was that my nervous system wasn’t resisting change—it was protecting deep fragmentation. And traditional shadow work often misses this truth: the body doesn’t just store trauma—it stores the remnants of forgotten soul aspects, accumulated over lifetimes.

Through a four-year dark night of the soul and the remembrance of over 100 past lives, I was initiated into a method directly from the Spirit Guides: a gentle yet radical process for healing fragmentation by reconnecting to the body’s intelligence. This body-led approach to shadow work became the foundation of A Course in Self-Love.

Today, I am a rare direct voice channel, speaking in real time for Seraphim (angelic) and Xavier (galactic), and facilitating live energy clearings through the portal of my alchemized light body. But I don’t teach from theory—I teach from lived experience:

I’ve flunked out of college.
I’ve dissociated for years.
I’ve lost jobs, relationships, and dreams.
I’ve carried bone-deep shame—feeling like I might never truly catch up or feel worthy.

And I’ve come out the other side—not fixed, but whole.

If you’ve ever felt like something deeper is going on—something therapy, mindset work, or manifestation techniques haven’t touched—this course is for you.

Begin Your Journey to Radical Self-Love

A gentle, guided introduction to healing fragmentation and embracing your true self.